Dissect me?
You've found an emotional cripple.
I can't help you.
Sorry,
Out of order.
Unavailable.
Dig deeper?
You've found something.
Is it real?
Analyse carefully.
Nope.
Guess you need to dig deeper.
Barrier.
You can't get past.
Dig till your muscles ache.
You can't get any further.
Sorry, I guess
it's just a lost cause
In an ocean of tears,
Bliss, falling, falling slowly
Shallow breathing
In a sea of thoughts [embrace me]
Bouyant, yet drowning [hold me]
Drowning slowly [help me]
Falling, falling slowly. [save me]
A streched out hand [embrace me]
Too far to touch [hold me]
Too far to grasp [help me]
You arn't that close [save me]
...or is it me...
too far away
in too deep
and out of reach?
Can you hear me?
Are you there?
Or are you just my imagination...
waiting to torture me?
6...5...4...3...2...gone by privileged-outcast, literature
Literature
6...5...4...3...2...gone
There's an earthquake.
There's a hurricane.
There's a swarm.
There's a whirlpool.
There's a flood.
There's a tornado.
There's a girl.
There's the girls tears.
There's the girls attacker.
There are all their fronted fears.
There's a man-made disaster.
Death swirling.
Death twirling.
Death prancing.
Death dancing.
Death screams and False smiles by privileged-outcast, literature
Literature
Death screams and False smiles
Death screams!
behind false smiles.
Shattered dreams!
behind frosted glass.
Dark eyes, pale skin
pretty
broken personality.
Empty truths,
fulfilling lies.
The dam inside,
tears threaten to defy.
Zone out, escape reality
'Hello fantasy!'
no reply.
Forgotten child
ignored, unknown
'Who are you?'
'My you've grown!'
It's all a blur.
Too scared to feel.
Too scared to trust.
Living in fear.
Nature works in funny ways
for its not only this child,
that's been betrayed.
In a bath of blood
she drifts away...
Gone forever...
returning...never.
Everyone wants peace,
so why war?
Everyone says to presearve Earth,
so why not?
Everyone says to help the less fortunate,
why are there such people?
if you and i were to help
there wouldn't be such people.
Protests didn't stop war,
so what power do we have?
Earth can be presearved,
but people with power don't have the will to do so.
why?
why is the world we live in so miserable?
why are people not grateful for what they have?
why do people seek unhappiness for attention?
why?
why do we segregate?
why are there divisions?
why don't we as people make a stand?
why...so many questions,
...yet so few answers....why?
Your doing it again, Push when pulled
Your doing it again, Pull when pushed
No one gets near, Forgotten in time
No one gets near, Dead to all
Why so sad, Not dweled enough?
Why the tears, life not fair?
Life goes on, Your not welcome
Life goes on, Forgotten me
In life you crave death, You fail
In death you crave life, You fail
When will you see, Its your doing?
When will you see, You cannot win.
You turn it around, Love to hate
You turn it around, Peace to war
Your doing it again, Your heading down
Your doing it again, Your crashing again
Im lost, Who am i?
Im lost, Who are you?
We cannot see, Close your eyes
We cannot see,
These four walls
These four walls are closing in, suffocating
These four walls are closing in, eyes closing
I said never again, these walls were gone
I said never again, never say never
Here I am again, deep inside these walls,
Here I am again, no where to go
Locked away from the world, left to die
Locked away from the world, peace at last
These four walls are closing in, tensions rise
These four walls are closing in, body shuts down
Where am I now? Skies of blue
Where am I now? Deep forgotten fantasies
Look around, faces smiling
Look around, my happy place
Here I am never alone, I am loved
Here I am never alone, respected
T
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